Stressed to the friggin' limit

Ok well I don't think I have ever maoned here. So here is my bitchy, winey, rant.

Right now Kitty and I are going through some pretty stressful shit and it is pissing me off here is why.

1) to stressed to sleep
2) to stresses for any energy
3) to stressed to want any sex(no really stomach is in knots and will be for awhile)
4) Basically out of a job
5) Kitty is getting no hours
6) stressed looking for and filling out applications
7) And little light at end of tunnel
8) life sucks in fucking general (excuse the french)
9) everything increases except my salary and hours
10) all I want to do is lay around
11) My back hurts(thanks Kitty for the massage last night)
12) drab days with rain and shit
13) summer not getting here quick enough
14) trying to figure out everything I can sell
15) trying to figure out what I want to sell

Ok that is enough, I have never been depressed before, or not that I know of anyway. I might be now and don't know it. Lost most of my appetite to boot and I love to eat, as you can all tell by the pics I have posted. Sitting here right now hoping the damn phone rings and someone is telling me "Your Hired." Shit might back up if the job search don't get alot better here quick.

Ok thank you for listening to me BITCH. Will try not to do this much more. Now I really feel like shit.